thanks to everyone that has been thinking of us and checking in to see how things are going over here.
unfortunately, i caught my pregnancy just as it was ending.
HCG from Friday was 8.
very sad but counting our blessings.
after going through many, MANY possible scenarios we’ve decided to hold off until at least next year to think about how and if we’ll move forward with growing our family.
not like i didn’t already feel it but this attempt and loss has really hammered home the fact that Maeve is such a MIRACLE.
i hate that opening up to try again temporarily had me thinking that maybe our family of three wasn’t good enough.
for right now it is so much more than good enough.
it also made me realize that Maeve is STILL A BABY. i want to enjoy every single moment before this amazing age is just a memory that I’m longing to go back to.
so, i guess that’s it from this little blog for a bit.
take care everyone!