keeping going friends. you CAN do it!!!

keeping going friends. you CAN do it!!!

i’m just in tears with this story.  watch the video near the end of the page.

keeping going friends.  determination, optimism, perseverance.  you CAN do it!!!



if you’re into this type of thing

and even if you’re typically not!

deepak’s meditation challenge

i did a meditation series like this last fall with deepak and oprah.  while i was really down and lost in sorrow and confusion, it focused me and i came to the realization that i needed to nurture my overall life and not just the one aspect of it (TTC).

it helped me to completely change my career path!  i mean, i can’t say it was all because of deepak and oprah, but the messages in the guided meditation opened up my mind to subjects i hadn’t let myself fully explore.  i was able to sit and tap into my inner most feelings and desires.

i just got an email and it’s another 21 day meditation “challenge”.

maybe it will guide you to be more focused and centered as you continue on your respective journeys.


when the dog bites, when the bee stings

when we have unimaginable heartache in our lives it hard to think of anything good.

i have been focusing on seeing all the good and remembering that i did have a fulfilling, happy life before trying for a baby.

my happiness

– walks with my tucky-bear (my dog) – he has a bounce in his step and i swear a smile on his face when he’s out “exploring”.  he roots down his nose and storms through the tall grass and my heart swells because his happiness is so genuine.

– hanging out with my girlfriends that i’ve had since public school.  we have grown up and at times grown apart but we always grow back together.  we talk about anything, everything, nothing. it’s a time to figure out life and realize we have nothing figured out and learn to except that we never will! hahaha

– taking photographs.   i love taking photos.  especially instagram photos 🙂  i love to see what people are doing, where they are, where they are heading.  i love seeing their photos of food! i have a friend that is an up and coming Canadian chef. his food is wild! pig heads and lamb bellies… don’t know if i could ever eat it hahaha but he’s doing incredible things with food and i love to see it. 

– nature.  it’s everywhere. it’s bigger than we will ever be and half the time we don’t even see it.  i always take time to see it.